Diary || Supanova 2015

Hello there my pudding friends~

Today I got up and took over an hour making sure I fully externalised what a pile of anime trash I am. I decided to go with a space princess theme that turned into my idea of what Queen Serenity would look like if she were on Earth in this time. In case y'all haven't guessed the reason for all this dress up, it's because today was the day I would be going to Supanova! I haven't been to an anime convention in so long. Over a year now, I think. It was well overdue and I was so excited.

(wow such a photogenic hashbrown)

At around 10am my partner and I got in the car and drove up past Perth and all the way to the Claremont Showgrounds. The traffic near Claremont station was crazy; it literally took us half an hour to get into a roundabout so we could get into the stations parking lot. After we managed to get in, we waited at the station to get the train to the showgrounds.. but.. well, I'm stupid. We waited 12 minutes for the train in the cold breeze, but finally it came. We got on, waited, and.. it completely skipped the showgrounds. It was so weird, because it usually stops there when there's an event on. But we kind of brushed it off and just got off at the next stop and decided to walk back, it was maybe a 7 minute walk between each station, not a big deal. However, as we approached the showgrounds, it looked very empty. Usually the convention is in one of the buildings, so the absence of crowds isn't that unusual, but there's usually a lot of noise and always at least a few people walking along the grass to get to the convention. But it was completely dead.

And then I remembered.

Last year Supanova moved to the Perth Convention Centre. The only problem was, I had skipped it last year, and every year before that, it was at the showgrounds. I double checked the facebook page and unfortunately my horrible thoughts were right.. we were in the completely wrong place. We had driven all that extra way and gone through that crazy traffic for nothing. I felt so horrible and stupid. Luckily my partner is very forgiving and didn't get (noticeably) mad at me.

So we walked back to Claremont station, found the car, and off we were again. Maps took us on a crazy route but eventually we ended up in a parking lot just outside the Convention Centre. By the time we figured out how to operate the crazy place (very unorganised, 0/10 would not recommend Wilson Parking) it was just past 1pm. We were both so tired and confused, but we were there. The day could finally begin.

Thankfully, after all the stress we had endured getting there, there was no line for entry. We had already paid for our tickets online, so we could walk straight up to the desks to get our passes and once everything was done, our attitudes turned around; it was time to check everything out and indulge in all the anime garbage.

(cons summed up: casual objectification of women next to kids toys) 

We went into the big underground room which had at least a hundred different huge stalls in it, riddled with colourful explosions of plushies, posters, clothes, cosplayers, everything you associate with anime and just general nerdy-ness, you could find it here.

The cosplayers were really on their game as well. Like, so many of the people cosplaying actually looked like their characters. I literally would have believed I saw Matt Smith and Johnny Depp that day because the likeliness was amazing. I didn't get a chance to snap any hella professional pictures of the cosplayers this year, mainly because of the crowds; there were so many people, getting a good picture of somebody would take a very long time and I know how annoying it can be when you're trying to enjoy a con in cosplay and get asked for pictures every five seconds that end up taking way too long because people keep walking past. But I did manage to get a few snaps with people that I really couldn't ignore.

 (there are a few other photos but these turned out the best) 

All the stalls were so good as well, I didn't know where to look first, and it took at least two hours to feel like I had made any impact. The convention has really grown and improved since the first time I went, I'm really glad I decided to go this year. I've mentioned that money has been tight lately due to the fact that I work at an ice cream store and it's currently winter time; so I gave myself a budget of sixty dollars. Although I wanted to buy almost everything I saw, I think I did quite well and I managed to suppress most of my shopping urges by taking pictures of the stalls to look at later.



Once my partner and I got through what we thought had to be at least half of the stalls, we sat down to have some lunch and calm down a bit. Being introverts in a crowded convention like this was tiering for the both of us. I think it was a bit worse for him though. Out of the two of us, I'm the one with the worse anxiety issues, but I think because I'm a bit more into this culture than he is, he took a bigger hit from it today than I did. Anyway, I didn't mind sitting down for a bit. There was a lot to take in and my feet were very sore.

 (cookie mirror that I really regret not buying)

After we got up again and continued making our way through all the things to buy, it seemed like everyone I knew was at the convention at the same time. It reached a point where I couldn't stop to look at something without seeing someone I knew. I feel like it annoyed my partner a bit, having to stop all the time, but it made me happy to realise that I have so many people who want to say hi to me~

I don't know how I noticed him, seeing as he was dressed in normal clothes, but I saw Dani's boyfriend walk past and said hi to him. I saw a few people earlier that said Dani hadn't been responding to their messages all day, and she hadn't been responding to mine either so I figured maybe she wasn't coming anymore - she lives two hours away from the convention so I couldn't blame her for bailing last minute. But I was happy to see her a couple of stalls away and went over and said hi. Turns out the poor thing had woken up sick this morning and thought she wouldn't be able to come, but eventually picked herself up, determined to get some new kawaii things for her room - I can promise you, she's even a bigger hoarder than I am. (her room is my #goals I swear)

Because she lives far away and we don't get to see each other very often, we stuck together for a quite a bit. We shopped around together and she showed me some cute stalls that I had no idea how I managed to not see. This is the kind of friend you need in your life. Not just that, but she also took a photo with me in the TARDIS when my partner didn't want to. It sucks that he doesn't like photos when I happen to be a massive cam-whore. But I guess it's also handy because I always have someone with me willing to take photos.

(worlds most kawaii tardis) 

Myself, Dani and our two partners looked at everything else together and finished things off at the PAniC booth which is basically where you get all the food you see in your regular anime series. But soon after that we lost each other in the crowd again, which wasn't that much of a big deal because you know, we have phones and stuff.

After my partner and I felt like we had seen everything, we did one more lap of the convention just to pick up some things that we had aimed to get when we got there. For him, it was a Thor hammer and for me it was another Alpacasso plush for the little family I'm growing at home. I didn't end up getting a real brand one because although quite a few stalls had them, they didn't have any of the accessories I like. However, when I saw this cute little white one, I fell in love and I don't care if he's not like the rest of my alpaca family, he can be adopted.

(the differences in our tastes are amazing) 

After we got those two things, we figured it was time to head home. I love the feeling of being at a convention and kind of wanted to stay, but I was also tired and sore and we had already done everything there was to do, so we left. We got trapped in the stupid parking lot again and maps pulled a fast one on us when we were trying to get out of the city, telling us to stay on one particular road and then quick omg your exit is on the other side of the fucking road and if you miss it then you're going to be in the city for another twenty minutes because the road you're on is huge windy one with no more exists go go GO. 

Once we were out of the city, it was smooth sailing and we went back to my house to have dinner with my family - which was delicious because I realised that all I had eaten that day was two hashbrowns and a couple of chips I stole from my partners lunch. Then we went through the customary ritual of showing my parents what we had bought and lying about how much we paid for them to avoid a lecture.


(came home with a few kawaii things - but best of all was my photo with sailor moon) 

Anyway, despite all the difficulties, it was a really nice day and I'm really glad I made the last minute decision to go, because I got to see lots of people I haven't seen in ages and get some new cute things and I got to look pretty damn cute if I do say so myself.

I feel very sorry to my partner though, because all our difficulties would have been avoided if we had just caught the train, but we decided to drive because the showgrounds are a really long trip by public transport but it wouldn't have been because if I had just double checked we would have seen it was in Perth and the train would have been the more logical way to go. Anyway, that just goes to show you that even when you think you know something, the one time you don't check will be the time you pay for it.

But yeah, all negativity aside, we both really did enjoy ourselves. I was convinced I've kind of grown out of anime culture, but after today, I think I'm going to make an effort to appear at cons more often ♡

Diary || The Stupidest Mistake of My Life

Hi there pudding cups,

So this particular post was going to be on my monthly notes, but it ended up going for way too long to be considered a note so I thought I'd give it its own little segment. If you're not up for a story about me being a complete and utter derp then I suggest you skip this post. Otherwise, enjoy my misfortune.

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So today I got up at 6am to be able to get ready and get to Uni for 9:30 where I paid for overpriced coffee and went to the exam room. I had gotten there only just on time, so there was a huge crowd around the entrance, which threw me off because I couldn't see any of my friends. I also noticed people carrying notes and calculators but I asked a girl what was going on and she said there were multiple exams just in the same session, so that made sense.

I walked in, checked the board that said the seating arrangements for each class and found a seat. It was weird, there was only one row dedicated to my particular class, even though there were at least 60 people enrolled. I sat down anyway and prepared my stuff. Then I noticed the people sitting in my row and how they were all holding notes. Shit, my tutor didn't say anything about notes. Oh well, that's fine, I studied really hard the whole weekend for this. But after everyone was sitting down and I still didn't see any of my friends, I thought maybe I had sat in the wrong place.

So I got up in this dead silent room and walked to the front to ask where I was supposed to be. The grumpy old man in charge of my particular section made a big fuss about how unorganised I was and double checked the seating before escorting me back to the same exact seat I was at before. Great, so now I'm confused and embarrassed.

Soon enough, the reading time for the exam started. I wanted to cry. I knew only about 60% of this stuff. None of it was about anything major that we went over in the classes or lectures, just random terms we heard here and there that I just could not for the life of me remember. Anyway, after a while I managed to calm myself down and just do the parts I could manage. Fast forward an hour and a half into the exam and I'm feeling a bit more confident, I've only got the essay to do and then I'm done. But as I'm going over my answers, I'm realising how similar they were to the take home test I handed in the other week.. and how my tutor never actually talked about the exam at all.. and how there was something about external students coming to campus to take the exam and how internal students got to do the exam at home to balance everything out.. and how it's funny how there's such a small group of Philosophy students here.. and I turn over the exam booklet.. and it says 'External-Student Exam'.

Fuck. 

So after getting the same grumpy old man over to my desk and having to explain the situation, I left the exam room feeling like the worlds stupidest person. Not only did I walk into the wrong exam, I spend ninety minutes taking the wrong exam! I'm such a fucking idiot I was so upset I went into the bathrooms and just cried. I never cry, especially in public, but I think all the stress of studying so hard for an exam that didn't even exist and the embarrassment of having to walk out in front of all those people just got to me.

I called my boyfriend and he came to pick me up and cuddle me. We went out and he bought me some sushi and we had a nice lunch together and it ended up being a nice day, save for the fact that my ego has taken a massive blow.

(I looked cute and got to eat sushi so I guess it's not all bad, right)

Diary || Kitty's First Twenty First

Greetings, fellow pudding cups~

Today I got up early to get all my last minute stuff together which ordinarily be a drag, but I was too excited for the weekend ahead to care. A couple of days earlier was my friend Dani's 21st birthday so I was going to stay with her for the weekend so I could go to her house party. I live over an hour away from her and there's no public transport that far south, so she was nice enough to drive up here to pick me up and then let me stay the night.

With way too many clothes in my backpack as well as a canvas bag with three different bottles of liquor that insisted on inconspicuously clinking with every step I took, I got on the train to Mandurah to meet Dani. Seeing her again was great, it's been way too long, almost a year I think.



The drive took an hour but it felt like maybe twenty minutes, there was so much catching up to do and we somehow managed to talk the entire time.
We finally arrived in Bunbury and wow, it's such a cute little place. Everything looks like it's stuck in the 60's, it's so cute. We ran a few errands to prepare for the party and went to her store to meet up with some of her friends. One girl, who obviously I wont name on the internet because I wasn't raised in the fucking jungle.. her and I have a bit of beef. Not over anything major, I just know she doesn't like me. So that was a bit awkward, but I think we both acted maturely and the bad vibe thankfully didn't last long.

We shopped around and explored a bit together and went to the asian market store to get some snacks. I didn't have much money on me, so I just bought a bag of banana chips which I thought were interesting. I have a foggy memory of eating them as a kid, so I wanted to try them again as an adult.



After we got everything, it was off to Dani's house to get ready to party. The theme for this particular 21st was onesies, which I thought was brilliant. The weather has been getting so damn cold lately, a onesie party sounded like a perfect idea; I even ordered a Rilakkuma onesie to wear just for the occasion.

Everyone looked so adorable and cuddly! We all sat on the couch and watched the Syfy channel while we waited for other people to get there, because there were only five of us at the time. Once more people started showing up, we came to the big table to play Cards Against Humanity. There were so many people that by the time we managed to actually complete a full round, everyone had arrived and the game kind of dissolved as everyone started chatting with each other.

I was a bit nervous about coming to this party, because the only person I knew there was Dani, but all of her friends turned out to be really nice and it was a really good atmosphere - an even better one once the sushi platter and chicken nuggets came out.



After a while, the momentum kind of stopped, and that's when someone suggested that we all went to the 24 hour Kmart. Not for any reason in particular, but just for the novelty of being at Kmart at some ridiculous hour. I don't know about where you puddings live, but where I'm from (with the exception of late night Thursday), everything is closed by 6. So we all got in separate cars and our little onesie gang was off to Kmart.

I was really surprised that we weren't the only ones there, this town is weird. Anyways, we all kind of scattered and shopped around getting weird looks until something crazy happened: we found more people in onesies! I'm not sure why we found that so amazingly hilarious at the time, but it was great. I think it was because it was just such a stupidly random thing to happen. It's disappointing that the other half of the gang was off somewhere else, but we decided that this event called for an oscar selfie.



While we were exchanging social media, a security guard asked us to 'disperse' which was fair enough, we were taking up a while aisle standing in a group, so we started walking around as a group because we hadn't finished yet. After maybe two minutes of us walking around in smaller groups, another security guard, with the other one watching from the distance started shouting at us to get out. I thought maybe someone in the group had done something, so I kind of ignored them because one of the people we met still had my phone. This is when they started getting aggressive and to be honest I was a bit offended, neither me nor the people I was walking with had done anything except walk around. Anyway, people started looking, so we decided to just get out of there. The guard even followed us out and then a few of them were watching us from the entrance once we were all in the lobby. Looking back, I feel like I should have fought back, but for some reason we just found it hilarious. They kicked us out for being some kind of intimidating onesie gang. What were we going to do; cuddle them to death?

After one particularly nice security guard coming up to us and explaining that the manager that night was just really prudish and kicked anyone they wanted out, we left with no hard feelings for the guards and decided to go to Baskin Robbins because in this crazy town, it was still open at that time of night. We went home a bit later and by around 2 in the morning, most people had gone home and we decided to call it a night. We didn't really get to have the experience we were after, but at least it made an interesting story to tell later on.


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The next day was such a blur, the time just flew by. I woke up in Dani's bed and rather than getting up early like we had planned to, we stayed under the covers and talked about random web comics. She showed me some little comics she got from Etsy and oh my gosh, they were so cute, I feel like I need to buy some for myself now.

Eventually we got up and went our separate ways to do our morning things. When I got out of the shower and finished doing my makeup, I realised that Dani and her mum had spent the whole time making bacon, eggs and pancakes for everyone! I felt bad for not helping, but my god she makes the best cup of tea. I can't remember what it was, it was a mix of vanilla and.. cinnamon, I think? I'll have to ask her. Either way, it was really good. Probably the best cup of tea I've ever had.



So after breakfast everyone else got ready for the day ahead. We had planned to see Jurassic World, go to lunch and then come back to Dani's house for a crafter-noon where we were going to make some cute jewellery for her shop. But like all plans, this one had a bit of a speed bump.

We all got in separate cars and met at the movies. My group was the last one there so when we saw the rest of the squad outside instead of getting tickets we were a bit confused.

'The place is full, we literally can't even see the ticket booth'

So it turns out Jurassic World is a bigger deal than I had previously thought. I've never seen any of the Jurassic Park movies, so the reboot wasn't something I was dying to see. Apparently for the other 99.99% of Bunbury, it was. The whole cinema was filled with a huge line of people and screaming kids. So after a bit of 'well what now', this group of misfits all dolled up with no place to go made the executive decision to skip the movie, go straight to lunch and come back really early to see the 3:50 session.

So off we went to Dome cafe. It was only a few streets away so we walked there as a group and wow, I really like this place. Everything is so adorable and neatly set out, it kind of looks a bit like an animal crossing town. We sat outside with a nice view of the beach and even though it was only a couple of hours ago that we had breakfast, we ordered food. Everyone else acted like responsible adults and only got themselves some kind of dessert drink and a bowl of chips to share, but me and Dani not only got our drinks, we got an entire tasting plate just for the two of us. Of course we let other people try the stuff, we weren't raised in the jungle; but it's safe to say we ate way too much. I felt so sick after and yet my tummy thanks me for that delicious salt and pepper squid.



After morning tea, we went to a candy store called Taffy's. It was so cute, everything was pink and purple and there were so many weird and wonderful things I wanted to try, if only I'd had money. We got to watch the taffy being made and there was just so much to look at. This is definitely on my list of places to come back to when I visit again.



After that we wondered into a few more stores that were all so adorable and then made our way back to the movies to get our tickets. After everyone was done, all the girls went to the bathroom to freshen up before we were going to go out again. But when we came out, it was very apparent that we weren't going anywhere. It was over an hour until the movie was going to start but people were already lining up at the doors, wanting to get a good seat. I guess everyone had the same idea as us after the last session. What choice did we have? We all sat down on the ground and managed to entertain ourselves for the whole hour.

I have to admit, it was worth the wait; the seats were amazing. As for the movie, while I was watching it, I really did enjoy it. It was intense, had a few funny moments, all round a good movie. Buuuut now that it's over, I don't think I'll watch it again, to be honest. It was only interesting because I wanted to know what would happen and now that I do, it's not really appealing anymore. But, it was a really good movie and I would recommend it to all of you - just, only the first time around, if that makes sense?

On another note, why the frick frack nick nack paddy whack did people bring their kids? There was so much killing and screaming and blood and there were so many young children in the theatre. And they were all screaming and crying - I saw at least five parents take their crying child out of the room and not come back. That was a bad idea. I think those parents let their desire to relive some nostalgic memories get in the way of their kids best interests. I shit you not, some of the kids in there couldn't have been any older than five.

When we finally got out of the cinema, it was so dark. It was only 6 in the evening but it looked like it was so much later. Dani wanted to go out for dinner, which I would have loved, but the people I was getting a lift from had to leave to get up early the next morning so we had to end our trip there.

Funnily enough, the people who drove me back were the girl who didn't like me and her boyfriend. It turns out they live in Mandurah which is near my partners house, so they were able to drop me off there and then he would pick me up to take me the rest of the way home. I'd like to think the beef me and this girl had has blown away over the weekend. At first, it was pretty awkward, but being forced to spend just under 48 hours together kind of made the tension go away. We by no means left as best friends or anything, but we made a few passing comments to each other throughout our stay and it actually turns out we have a lot in common. I hope that maybe at the next event, we can fully move past the awkwardness and maybe even have a nice conversation. Now that I've spent a bit more time with her, she seems like a much cooler person as opposed to the crazy bitch that gave me my first impression and I'm willing to move on if she is~

So yeah, interesting weekend. My body clock is so messed up but I'm feeling really good and refreshed. I think this weekend away was just what I needed to relax myself after the stresses of this semester at University and I'm so glad that I was able to spend it with such cool people. I'm planning on going back in a few weeks time with my partner so next time I'll have more money to spend and I'll be able to do and see a lot more things. But yeah, I'm very happy with the way things turned out and I hope Dani had as much of an awesome birthday weekend as I did a holiday weekend.

Diary || Grown Up Day Out (Part Two)

Hey there puddings~

It's been so long since I've gone out with a friend, it's ridiculous; so now that the Uni semester is done, I've decided to try get out as much as possible before it starts up again and I lose myself in a big snowball of stress.

Remember back in December when I had lunch with my friend Kat? Well it's been that long since I've seen her because unfortunately, the freedom you get with becoming an adult also comes with a buttload of responsibilities that we both managed to get trapped under these past six months. We were planning to have Japanese down in my neck of the woods, seeing as I went all the way up to Perth last time, but after a some thought, I realised that I like Perth better anyway. There's no good shops down here and everything is far away from everything else, which is why I go to the city so often.

Anyway, because it's the end of the semester, we thought we'd take a small break from all the stresses of life and go out to lunch once again to catch up. We decided that now it's really turning into winter, it would be a perfect time to go and get some ramen. The place I went to after Safari Zone back in February proved to be worth the trip, so later on in the week, that's exactly where we went~



It was so nice to be able to hang out with someone that isn't my partner or in my regular social circle. Although I love those friends to bits; none of them are in my field of study at Uni so it's a bit hard for me to talk to them about what I've been going through this semester. For a while now, I've had a feeling that my major might not really be my thing anymore. I started studying English and creative writing last year, because the job I want to get in the future only requires a degree; what field it's in is up to you. I thought that because I enjoy writing, it'd be the perfect thing to study to get where I want to go, but after this semester.. I'm not sure, I'm just not feeling it.
So I asked myself what I am feeling now, and my first thought was fashion. Not in the designing clothes aspect, but in stylist work and fashion journalism. I thought 'great, maybe I'll just go for a double major - one in writing and one in fashion'. But after a bit more research, I've found that my University doesn't offer any courses in fashion. The one that does is even further away from where I live, and if I were to go there, I would lose all the progress I've made in these past 12 months. I have a decision to make, and this is where Kat comes in.

During our catch up, it turns out that both of us are considering not only changing majors, but changing Universities as well! This made me feel so much better because before, I thought I was the only one who was having doubts and everyone else knew exactly what path they wanted to be on. We talked it over and I've decided that I'm going to stay with my writing degree for at least next semester and see if I still feel the same by the end of it; this semester was all theory work and no practical, whereas next semester, I get to actually do some writing. So yeah, quarter life crisis is temporarily solved, and who knows, I might find a way to do both subjects? Only time will tell~

Of course, my crisis wasn't the only thing we talked about, but it is the reason I felt like this day was important enough to write about; that and being able to catch up with a good friend. Kat talks a lot, but I like that about her; usually I'm the one leading the conversation and it makes me feel so narcissistic, but with Kat and I both having so much to say, there's a perfect balance.

After lunch - which was delicious - we decided to go for a bit of shopping. Neither of us are doing too well financially, but that was a problem for another day. Thankfully, we managed to restrain ourselves and mostly window shop, only getting a couple of things each. Now that I think about it, I didn't even pay for the shirt I came home with.. for some reason, Kat insisted on adding it to her cart - which made me wish I paid for her lunch or something, but she's just sweet like that.



After a surprisingly long session of window shopping, it was getting cold and we decided to call it a day. My partner was up in the city, due to finish tafe around 20 minutes after that, so I walked Kat to the bus stop and we parted ways there and I met up with him later.

I felt really good after that, even during the study session I forced myself to commit to for spending a day in the city so close to exams. I'm still a little nervous about what I'm doing to end up doing with my life, but honestly, I feel so much better having talked it over with someone in such a similar situation and then being able to have a nice day out to forget everything.

Sometimes all you need to solve your problems is a good friend - and a hot bowl of ramen.